They say I am too much
But I just want to live
To breath, to be free,
to live without feeling
I need to disappear…

The feelings have always been
too much for me to handle
Overemotional, oversensitive,
sometimes it hurts so much,
just to be me…

When I look at myself in the mirror
sometimes I wonder, how would it be
to not live the life I’m afraid of
feeling like I’m always in the danger,
feeling like I am my own stranger…

To show up every time,
to ignore every lie,
to pause when I need a break,
to cherish the little moments
To go with the flow,
To learn as I grow,
to never look back as I go…